All alone in this big dam world

Everyone knows how we are created,two people end up together do stuff and the outcome after nine months is you.Life starts off in a pissin off way,we can think but no one can understand us because we cant talk n they think we are stupid.Then these two people come in,parents who take care of you look out for you.
We start believing these people are our own,they gave us birth but then they send us to school.Fine now that they ve got rid of us we meet these wierd little small people who are just like us.We start talking rubbish to them n they return the favour n talk shit back to us.The ones we talk the most shit too n have fun while doing so, we call friends.We stay together for like 8 hours in a day for about 13 years,do nearly eveything together n then start counting on them but then this thing known as college which is linked to our career comes into the picture and pulls us all apart in differnt directions.
During all this time you may find someone special,some one who is much more closer to you physically,emotionally and maybe spiritually as in my case.This one person becomes your everything i mean litreally everything begins and ends with this person.You live so that you can be with this person ,leave the rest of the world in order to love this 1 perticular person.Now you think these are good enough reasons to call this person your own, but guess what you are wrong again. Maybe this person has made different choices in life so you loose that one person too and you left all alone cause now you are studying far away in a college away from all the people you thought were your own and you are miserable because the one person you truly loved aslo left you. You ry and make new friends, you even start believing that they are your true friends just like those wierd ones you met in school ,guess what you are wrong again. They far to be called your own,theres a word for them selfish backstabbing bastards.
So moral is no one is yours ,not even your own self.First your parents have control over you then your wife and your family.Maybe one day when you are retired you may get control of yourself but by then you cant even move eithout assistance. So now you realise you are just a thing which is all alone in this big dam world.

Is smoking up bad? i dont think so......

So is smoking up really that bad?
In layman's terms is smokin weed ,fine is smoking marijuana bad?
Im not sayin its good for health and everyone should try it ,but living far from home in a hostel i learnt its not as bad as people say.
Everyone says marijuana only harms ,i dont agree.When i left home i decided to make a new start to life,i dint know a single soul.The last thing in the world i thought would help me make friends weed.I was sitting in my room listening to music when mike(one of my closest friends today) asked me if i wanted to play monopoly with the guys ,it wasnt wierd that he wanted to get to know me but that he had this impish smile and his eyes were blood red.Im not a board game kindda person but i must have never had so much fun ever before. I got to know thses guys from various parts of the world,believe me weed helped me make friends.
I hung out with the guys for about a week and after which i actually realised they wernt smoking a cigarette.Marijuana aint like cockaine its not addictive,so you guys must be wondering then why do they smoke, weed makes them feel free for that time it makes them feel lighter make them forget their problems.They taught me alott too ,how to buy weed , how to crush it, how to make a joint( joint meaning marijuana rolled in the rolling paper ) .I got to know them ,i got to know their true personalities and today i have such close because of "weed".I dint smoke up n they never asked me too.Im their friend and i owe that to weed.I havent tried it yet and maybe i wont ever but weed is important part of my life for different reasons.
N they always said some thing awesome which i think you guys should know
"WHY SHOULD YOU DRINK AND DRIVE WHEN YOU CAN SMOKE WEED AND FLY"

THEY say," shit "

It wasnt long ago that i had some what of a perfect life in every aspect.I was living at home , i had this awesome room which faces the sea.In the evenings if i would stand in the balcony n jus stare at the sun, it would seem as if its taking all my grief with it down into the ocean.
I had the privilege of a maid , a washing machine a television a refrigerator a home with multiple rooms.
I had my mother who understood my problem by jus lookin at me,i had the best home cooked food in the world which my mother made which such ease.I had no responsibilities ,I had friends who i could call any time n irritate if i was bored.And the most important person i had, was my ANGEL.

THEY say (THEY are the ones im talking about) that education
a career is all you have n that will help you earn pots of money n have all the pleasures of life so i had no choice but to listen to the collective THEY and my parents who agree with them n leave that paridise n come to a college in a small student town far from my life, which has a fraction of maybe hundred number of people living here.
I have no family here no friends like back home no HOME no angel(she left me because she says i chose my career over her), n apart from all this i have no sun setting into the ocean to take my pain away.
So now even if i do graduate and earn pot loads of money ill be sad,hurting n litrellay no one to enjoy it with.
The moral is that THEY only say shit and if you listen to them you loose everything you ever had.THEY also say if you love someone truly they will love you back , BULL SHIT
my angel who was with me for 4years left me and found another n flew away.
Dont ever listen to that collective THEY. Most of our parents also agree with THEY so dont listen to them do what you want live the way you want to live its your life ,you have a right to shape it ,trust me.
ps:(we dont know who they are because THEY also know that they say crap n if we find out who they are they wont be a they anymore ever)

just starting up

Ok this is the first time im actually doin something like this
it seems intresting so im actually gona write some intresting things which
all of you might wana read
keep checking ill write some awesome things which might blow u away
i actually made this blog because i met someone whose really awesome n
writes some extraordinary things.
I cant tell u who she is she knows